Thursday, June 21, 2012

Heartbroken or just mad?

I have had a run in with my feelings colliding. See, I have my first grandchild coming and there is so much chaos right now I can't be happy anymore. I have wrecked my heart and soul to overcome what is happening, it seems as though nothing will fix the wrongs that have occurred. I know people always say
"Be the bigger person" but this time, I just can't. I am feeling walked over and torn apart. I don't like secrets nor lies, and it seems as though that is all I have been receiving. How do I start to heal and get back to normal when the very person you love crushes you? It is hard but it was also so unnecessary when it all comes down to it.

I can deal with anything but untruths.
Once my trust is gone then what more can you take?
I am rambling but I think just getting this much out is a blessing in disguise.

I know with time things will be better but right now, it seems to be just Chaos!

Toodles *sniff sniff* and Smooches XoXo

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